Pau Pau Part 1

Saturday November 29th 2014

I woke up thinking about her. Remembering that she was sick I quickly shot her picture saying good morning and asked her how she was doing to which she said "kinda, just coughing". I replied with a smile on my face and two thumbs up and that was the end of the "chat".

This girl, wow this girl. We began our "romantic" relationship during senior year when I asked her to homecoming. At first it was just suppose to be a friendly date which was quickly rushed into something more. A fast beginning come with a fast ending. We broke off shortly after. There was nothing relate-able between us. Our taste in music, hobbies, food, and everything in between. So i don't blame her for breaking it off, if that was the only case.

At the same time while dating me she was continually talking to her ex-boyfriend talking to him about our relationship problems. I din't know about that. I learned about these activities only a few days after our break up which only dug a deeper grave in my heart. It hurts not only because of my broken image of her but also because in her life I was compared to HIM. That vile disgusting manwhore that plays with human emotions, twisting it till the very last drop of his liking to play out his desires.

I hated her.

Intro

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